Staring at the mirror Trying to retrieve myself Who is the survivor In this world built upon lie Breathe in breathe out Before the burn out My old folks always wished me the best Shame on me if I didn't’ give them rest I was like the flower fading You feel here today, you can be gone tomorrow. I was like the vapor in the wind. Flying away from all my feelings Addiction to illusion I chose to run with no guidance From now on I will pay the consequence Looks like I’m back where I belong I’ve been away for too long Am I the same or have I changed? Deep in my mind I feel deranged Maybe something’s left behind There is a hole inside my mind Between the death and the life I couldn’t choose I just stayed high There is no excuse for the things I've done Tattoos engrave the stone of memory Always forgive but never forget Learn from your mistakes but never regrets