I am sitting in total loneliness in darkness
I am cutting my veins with razor
My blood is flowing as a river on the floor
All this time I didn't know what I've been living for
Maybe the fear of death wouldn't let me do this
But know I'll commit a suicide
I had a dream, I don't need my life anymore
And now in darkness, without pain, suffering and tears
My last breath has left my body
Everything came to an end so fast, even without a beginning
Oh how much I hated this fucking world
Will I be damned by all the gods