waking from sleep with a lighthearted feel surprisingly strong yet still so surreal finally free and it seems to me there never was a better time to be decades of trying ages of doubt learning at last what it means to be living without i never thought that this day would ever come already ceased believing all hope was lost every gleam of light was gone suddenly i was imbued with life out of nowhere came this angel of the dark saved me as i was close to disembark raised my spirits higher than they've ever been magic words and powers i've never seen waking from sleep with a lighthearted feel surprisingly strong but no longer surreal finally free and it seems to me there never was a better time for me to be