Betrayed from my friends now I'm searching for real life Searching for something where I can hide behind I was taken by surprise a shadow of myself Ingenous but no one cares Through coincidence I reached to someone whore words fettered me He told me about acceptance and tolerance, he was a member of scientology I've lose my personality stop thinking for myself and suffer under mental pressure I follow their words of togetherness which turn out to be illusion All my dreams Fade Away All my hope decay God save me from this pain, show me a way No enlightenment for danger Swept by the pleasure of curiosity General excitement As they've heard I want to leave them Threatening extortion As they've felt that I don't need them we regret you Humiliation expectation what have you done to me I hoped to find the exit of this insanity All my hope is gone wishes turn to dust I've one through hell they face me with disgust