Stigmatized and sespaired - inner domination Suddenly it appeared and pulled me into it's spell An incomplete shape with these limbs Possessed of just one thought An alien element - a defect like a needle in a heart Incomplete - take them away Incomplete - amputate me Take them away Life - devoured only by this thought I determined to have my legs removed They don't belong to me - they don't feel like mine They extend beyond where I feel my body should end Like an evil sore that grew together with my hip Bodily infirmed - rid me of these limbs These legs - are extraneous Useless - superfluous An anathema - a burden Agony - at best they're a nuisance to me Take them away - amputate me I don't need them - it\s got to happen Completely obsessed - hate and aversion against my body, against my legs My shape is incomplete with these four limbs A part of the body but not a part of me Take them away - amputate me I don't need them - cut them off Incomplete - take them away incomplete - amputate me I imagine and live my life mentally as an amputee Renting a wheelchair to get a sense of how my life should be There are things that I won't be able to do anymore But when I settled into the chair it was like coming home Incomplete - take them away Incomplete - amputate me Take them away... Life devoured only by this thought I determined to have my legs removed They don't belong to me - they don't feel like mine...