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Resist that overwhelming urge

To lie, in your bed, and give up all you've earned

It feels like no matter what I cannot handle,

This misanthropy that's consuming me

When I fell from my throne, I knew not where to go

For my heart will not rest lest these sins I atone

Look into my eyes, and remind me of lies

I whispered just so I could sleep at night

And all this time, I said you're mine

A curse to bear for countless times

A trait I held so deep inside

To hide its face from watchful eyes

Once bitterly built to please,

I watched the world turn it's back on me

Now I wait, far away,

To see what else that life could take

It's been so long, since I realized where I am

I stood, and embraced my first descent,

My inner demons, my only fatal foe,

This apathy lies in the wounds made long ago

I know you can see, the storm within me

I stand my ground now, I have to hold out.

The fortunes I see are too shrouded in doubt.

And all severed ties, that I left behind,

I resent the reasons which I let die

And all this time, I said you're mine

A curse to bear for countless times

A trait I held so deep inside

To hide its face from watchful eyes

So don't deny, it's my life

And I can't bear to live and lie

I throw away this masquerade

And speak in words lay torn with hate.