The cold air shattered myself It has blown already for years... I am torned open It has destroyed my childish joy Living paradox, leaving me only with hatred towards the Children of God This cold air.... In the depths of the night I wander (wander in the night) Crawling through shadows, living with the ghosts Hating humans, hating life Forever comes togheter... into suicide Damned be the flesh where I came from. I am wandering alone, embracing solitude The warm smell of blood is what I feel So again I see the cold shining of my dagger Glowing on my skin Dying, under the freezing moon.