My life can't go on if - your life just continues. Lie alert and panicked - a paralyzed body. Rock bottom has smacked you in the face, but its too late Denial and sick pride made you feel invincible. Choke The, poisoned bile - stings, the sinuses. copper taste now present - your customized death stench lungs slowly start to fill -with a thousand tiny stings Choke, on your mistakes - I'll show you my back Self, medication - has brought you to this I wonder what you're thinking - now at this very point. Is the pride still stubborn - to know it's self inflicted? The paralysis makes you the turtle on it's back - disabled, now only the mind can helplessly flail. Rock bottom has smacked you in the face, but its too late Denial and sick pride made you feel invincible. Fingers are pruned - from holding my tongue.