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Through the trenches

With nothing left to mourn

This pain is self inflicted

All prayers drift below

Excitement To suppress my need

Decision to die when I sleep

Devour torment smile showing teeth

All I want is To be set free

Self destruction Visions pester me

Self inflicted wounds you’ll never see

We turn to god we look above

The morning star falls from the sky

I bow to no one can’t you see

I turned my back I don’t believe

All prayers sent they wither away

The poison used to numb my face

Father don’t you hear me

Slashing at my feet

Madre aren’t you proud of me

Wallow alone in my defeat

I beg for truth

A memory I can’t bear

When fantasy is a curse

But Reality’s a nightmare

I’m slowly dying rotting inside

Fuck everything I had is getting back to me

At last

You watched me rise through the trenches with nothing left to mourn

This pain is self inflicted

All prayers drift below