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The afterlife relief, I most desire

The eternal soothing, anesthesia

Fear of life becomes greater , And I can not handle it

My world becomes hell!

I just need an escape valve

Not to deal more with the scum of the earth.

Contempt made me selfish

And now, I do not want to open my eyes

I want to rest in eternity ...

In the empty ....

in the abyss.