Et Nox Illuminatio Mea in Deliciis Meis Lyrics


My pleasure is melancholy - God above me - God below me - My heart the fulcrum between

I am of you - You are the lord - I am of you - That makes the darkness shine

I am of you - Glorious as the sun - I am of you - Our father who art in me

You draw me up! - EHEI - Death! - EHEI - Daimon! - EHEI - Fire! - EHEI

You draw me up! - Athanor! - EHEI - Serpent! - EHEI - Horns! - EHEI

I - ש - Draw you - ט - Down - ן

I long for the gift of profound death - So I pray before your mask

Bowing down before this self I cannot know - Least I open the temple's door

I could never approach your mirror - Your blessing is ecstatic reverie

So jubilant within your Night of Light - The Dark Noontide

And He sayeth unto me! - And He sayeth! - I am your lord!

And He sayeth unto me! - And He sayeth! - I am your lord!

Your pleasure is melancholy - God below me

Your pleasure is melancholy - God above me

My heart crucified between - My heart crucified between

Our father who art in me - Whose inverse light shall set me free

God above me - Shaitan! - My heart crucified between!

God below me - Shaitan! - My heart crucifed between!

God within me - And I sayeth - I am your lord!

God within me - Shine! - I am your lord!

I drink the black-bile philtron - Of your Saturnine cup

Upon your earth - I do sup

My nourishment commeth - My nourishment cometh

My nourishment commeth from doing the will of my father