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Standing, in a field of flowers, the sun, is setting

Mild breeze flowing through the grass and my hair, a sudden presence

A shapeless, invisible shadow covering me

Am I leaving, or am I left behind?

A hill far away eats the last bit of sunlight

Darkness, as far as the eye can see, only embers left on the sky

The night never ends, but yet, I still stand

Confused, why did the light have to leave?

There is nothing worthy of staying here, but I fear what I might see

I can't decide if i want to die, ambivalence between the realms



I breath in and look over the edge

The breeze carries a scent of the sea

Waves are crashing into the cliffside

They're speaking to me

Hopeless, I feel paralyzed where I stand

I want so terribly to rid myself of these terrible visions of myself from the reflections of a lake

Why was I cursed like this

This shape isn't mine

Touch to my flesh is nothing but numbing

Maybe in the other realm, I will see myself

The sun left a long time ago, never to be seen again

Oh if only I could feel it's sunlight bathing on my skin

Warmth on my cold bleak hands, swinging in the wind

The same breeze that felt so pleasant earlier, now stings

The grass isn't as green as they told me it'd be

The crimson glares at me from below, as I watch from above

I wished to ascend but only got a few feet high

If only the view was as breathtaking as the one earlier

Warmth on my cold bleak hands swinging in the wind

Doomed to stay in this eternal night for I can't decide, ambivalence between the realms