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through infinite dimensions

from far beyond the weeping cosmos

i have traveled

an endless, indeterminate quest

for but one simple truth...

i cannot take this god damn lie anymore

and i am ready to die (it's the top of the morning)

i'm trying to live

a better life

i'm trying to live (i'm trying to)

just when i think life ain't so bad

i'm going to die (i'm going to)

die

woke up this morning

wanted to die

just like every other day

so i took some poison i got from some guy

whom i found on craigslist

then i emailed my family to say i was dead

and that i never loved them

there's only one small problem

i'm still alive

i'm trying to live

a better life

i'm trying to live (i'm trying to)

just when i think life ain't so bad

i'm going to die (i'm going to)

woke up this morning

but i'm still alive (fuck)

much to my chagrin

187 missed calls

from my friends and family

nothing left to drag me on

and there's no chance i'm going home

tried to live a better life

but at the end of the day...

i'm going to die

never had a meaning but i had a shackle haven't got a clue

give 'em all a topic and a sense of validation and then everything i wanted'll be true

everything i saw- finally a truth

ripper on the run- all i want's a clue

running out of mysteries to solve

and never knowing what to do

i'm craving meaning and i'm poor

fuck this world, and everybody in it

fuck this life

hey now we're never gonna save the world

no, we're never gonna save you

motherfuckin' ego-jackin' whores

one time; one life- more than i ever bargained for

it's all just a chore

take me back to space back to home

and you can sit and wonder what you're waitin' for

failure after failure

i never stood a chance

can't seem to get things right

maybe just one more attempt

i'm trying to live

a better life

i'm trying to live (i'm trying to)

just when i think life ain't so bad

i'm going to die (i'm going to)