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Touching my legs

Repulsed by the skin

Bones are twitching and grinding

Feet are useless

Hips are for dicks

Hacking myself right through the shins

Slow and steady

Placing the thighs, strapping the legs from ankles to hips

Buckets are placed strategically

To make sure not to waste any spill

This foreign feeling, specific pain

Like an alien organism not belonging here

Half body feeling like an impostor, an intrusion

Desperate to excise half of myself

Bludgeoning my legs for the past two hours

To prevent blood from flowing into it

I have never heard of one who is not pleased

To have a limb amputated

Ripping skin, bones sawing

Steel grinding, blood splattering

Lungs filled with particles of flesh, blood and bone

Right leg falls on the ground

Twitching nerves giving out

Screeching steel ripping through my balls

While I stroke my cock and jerk on these putrid walls

Left hand gives pleasure

Right hand spasmodically cutting

Last chunk of flesh dangling from the last remaining disgusting limb

As the last leg gives out and falls on the ground

Chaos gives its place to a soothing silence