That was all I had,
Burnt the sanity I had left
With a rusty thorn
Inside my sick head
I have built you a throne,
Raised you a tower of devotion
And now in this haunting silence,
Like poison in my veins.
I´m dying everyday
That was all I had,
Open wide and exposed.
Burnt the sanity I had left
And laid those ashes in a tomb
With a rusty thorn
Carved your desires in my flesh
Inside my sick head
Alone and empty, I remain
I have built you a throne,
With pieces of my shattered soul.
Raised you a tower of devotion
And watched it turn to dust.
And now in this haunting silence,
The voice still lingers,
Like poison in my veins.
A whisper slowly fading in time
Dying each day, no way forward, or going back.
The void inside, turns my life cold, as the ground,
A hollow place, where there is no hope, to be found.
Dreams fall like stones, into the black, where it all started,
Lost in the haze, a cloudy escape, to blur my days
I held the knife,
And let you guide it deep inside.
Every scar you left,
A monument to my despair.
In the dark I wait,
For the light that never comes.
I long to feel the calm
To breathe unbroken air