I believed in a lie Life often is not fair Looking at the mirror I see the shade of a man Gazing at my eyes Disillusioned pupils Farewell beloved traces Of childish innocence I hold the sign On my skin in my eyes I cannot recall When fleshweak was strong No more I have slowly learned That everything must die Today's red feelings Are tomorrow's black ties And words flowing out But who really understands? In me no more strength Things ran away of my hands I hold the sign On my skin in my eyes I cannot recall When fleshweak was strong As suddenly as death When it comes in wellness As slowly as death When it comes in agony With submission and regret We all should accept That we are living a lie Every day passing by Is just a step Toward the grave I'm like a necrophiliac Trying to get out pleasure From something already in a tomb The love and the hate After all every feeling is just a bait I poison myself In the regret in the weakness Of the effort to comprehend But I cannot figure The plan that has been done With the fear and the foreboding That has never been existed one Riding the wave From the cradle to the grave I have seen our lives Take different paths Because of intolerance We have sunk down in hate The flesh is too weak And the mind is not strong The eye is now sick The patterns followed wrong I hold the sign On my skin in my eyes I cannot recall When fleshweak was strong