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Reproach envelopes me

A hierarchy through violence

Street society

I voice my contempt

Convinced of my immunity

Yet on a smaller scale

In my conflicted world

My resistance is stretched

You sense and provoke

You mock and degrade my friends and aims

Tempting drastic actions - baiting me

My shame turning, turning to rage

Twisting the knot inside

The final strains of restraint discharged

Acceleration of loathing, driving my physical force

The shameful act, the feeling of angst

I considered myself incapable

Lay blame with me for the "bastard" that I am

(You're) too stupid to understand the scars your cruel words inflict