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How could this happen to me?

A dream became nightmares

Now I sit in sadness..

Like a ghost in the night,

My light vanished,

nothing means anything anymore

Why it all came to this,

I can't say

All I know is that I don't want to live again..

Why I'm in hell, I don't know

But suicide is the only way out..

Release the pain from within

With my shadow by my side,

I cry out, alone

Without hope of saviour

I gaze into the mirror and reflections stare back

And all I see is only a withering flower

I ask myself 'why'

with my soul torn apart,

A being that once lived deep inside of me

Why must it all come to this?

Why am I in unending darkness?

Why must I walk on alone?

Why...?