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Breathe in and sigh, wake up the beast I have inside

Dark thoughts of death run through my mind

Drums of wars marking the start of the battle

I just don't feel the same

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Creeping down, just crawling through the darkness

Falling to the silence and gloom of my days

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Sometimes I try to know why I

lost my mates and risked my life

Gave up on my dreams and hopes

Sometimes I wish I had more time

to heal, to heal my soul

It's cruel and cold

A soldier in war

Striving to live

Losing control

Am I just a pawn to sacrifice?

Sometimes I try to know why

I lost my mates and risked my life

Gave up on my dreams and hopes

Sometimes I wish I had more time

to heal, to heal my soul