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Momentarily Melt Away

The World Blurs Out

This Is Not The Place And It Is Not The Time

The Same old Sense Is Creeping In

It hides Right Behind My eyes

A Black Mist Forms Around The Edges

And I Sink. Again

Destabilized. Word Crumbles

At The Edges All Blurs Away

And All At Once. It Comes Back

Every Moment. Every TIme

My Shame, My lust

My guilt. My Hate

Hidden, And secret

Eyes Uncovered Again

Nightmares Pass Over Me

They Never Saw Me Here

And, as Time Unfolds Around Me

I Grow In Strength

And I Will Be Back

And I WIll Be Worse

In My De-glorified Return

I Bow Down In Shame

I Swore to Never Return

And All The Time I Knew

I Can Never Heal