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I?ve never felt as low as I feel tonight

suicide if I choose is just an easy way out

so I fight the good fight prolong what I call life

avoid my dieing by the hand that feels

its hard to live with eternal pain

unless your in the crowd

for me I feel it everyday and night

and don?t have the option to look away

a spectator of misery is what you are

pain and misery with which you yield

for the final chapter you sit and wait

exhumed in thought of a breathless end