Buried in my own thoughts
Rotting from the inside out
There is a wall collapsing on top of me
A never ending cycle of this cold collapse
You left me high and dry
Deep inside there's nothing left but misery
Nothing's working
I'm losing hope and all I see is gray
Never meant to be here for this long
You gave me a reason to win this fight
I'm desperately trying to hang on
A thousand eyes watch but there's no saving me
With all these bleak moments in this life
Is there really a point to go on?
They say there's always light at the end of the tunnel
A lifetime of suffering is at the end of mine
(Alex)
I'm not myself
I feel confused and void of emotion
So much is left unsettled and unsaid
A fucking lifetime of pain and agony
Praying it will end
Holding on to the parts of me
That verges over the path I tread