A shadow, haunts my door. A memory, of a night that lingers. like an old ghost. It built distrust, and now I doubt those things I should love. and now I doubt those things I should love. These walls have dents that I made. When I couldn’t cope. The sadness turned to anger turned to blood. Another long walk. I lived in ruin, as the structures fell over me. An abyss I sunk into. The pressure killing me. I’ve wrote, a thousand times how it felt. But the silver lingers over me strong. The scissors lost, somewhere forgotten. I hope I never find them again. Cause the burn never left, and these vices cling onto my skin.