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I have mourned for too long

My life just can't go on

Used to be high on coke

Now I think my life's a joke

Pain used to grow within

Aggression exploding

I was wishing for release

Cos death's eternal peace

Can't you understand

What I'm talking 'bout?

I am gonna blow

My brains out!

Demons speak inside my head

Telling me I'm better off dead

Taken too much scam and dope

The world just has to cope

Can't you understand

What I'm talking 'bout?

I am gonna blow

My brains out!

I have mourned for too long

My life just can't go on

Used to be high on coke

Now I think my life's a joke

Demons speak inside my head

Telling me I'm better off dead

Taken too much scam and dope

The world just has to cope

Can't you understand

What I'm talking 'bout?

I am gonna blow

My brains out!

I am so high, no more alive