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I have spent so much time here

I have truly become worthless

A fleeting and returning coward

Can't stand the reflection of my pseudo-sadness

Why is this shitfest this messed

A vomit of thoughts

A toxic, pretending, fake teardrop

My teeth feel sharper,

My humanity feels weaker

Black cloaks over the whitest skin

Glancing over the majesty of midnight sky

And finally I see

I am here but I don't matter

I wont be submitting to this torture for much longer

Lucifer's double tongued kiss

Ever so prideful

I looked up and never wanted to look down again

How can a fall from no height hurt this much

Guided by the Morning Star