Dust floating in a sunbeam And hanging in the air. Crack the window to free the smoke Or go blind from the shining glare. Remember when you met me? I remember when you left me. You passed away lying in a field of poppies. Shall our souls yet mingle? Or did yours fade away like evaporating rain on some midsummer day? Did you hear me? When I asked why? Did I even get through at all? Because I still need an answer. Why did you have to die? A dying songbird sang as the telephone rang. I thought I heard you call my name in that late springtime rain. You called my name so sweetly. Perhaps you knew the way I felt. With that needle in your arm, you pierced my heart where my soul dwelled. On the night when your mother died, I couldn't imagine someone not alive. "Don't worry," you said, "she's in heaven, up above the skies." Where's that? I wondered. I'd like to see her soon. She's right there, among the stars, you said as you pointed to the moon. Now I lay here, in the tall grass, and I look to that round heaven. Are you looking? Can you see me? Give me a sign that you hear my questions. But it's nonsense, I know now. I'm alone, and you're long gone. My love for you is one-sided and you'll never hear this song. As time passes and pages turn, and old tapes begin to decay, my memories of you remain until my skin too goes grey.