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Never knowing peace. Mind is a wasteland of anxiety.....

Diseases take hold. A deathly grip condemning life.....

From one fucking disappointment, to another, yet another....

Life is too short for this insanity.

Death is too kind, for no answer I will find.....

Never knowing peace.....

Is this what life should be? Never will I know peace.....

Agony rages inside of me. Never will I know peace.....

A certainty I will always see. Never will I know peace.....

Misfortune has draped its empty arms over me.....Never will I know peace....

Never have felt so fucked up by disease.....

Anxiously wait for nothing while fears well up inside.....

Cannot leave; no way to escape; something must give.....

Leaving my life destroyed, addiction is yet again so fucking unkind.....

Yet it still remains.....