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empty desires. wearing a forlorn face. waiting and searching. life a forgotten place. temples of misinterpretation. visions of a new age. living for the next. never in the now.

hopeless memories still scathe.

ending life would be too easy. existing in a tortured body, this disease.

effort is not a thing that would please. instead it takes one to a place they'd rather not be.

singular pain. separate beings. loss and life are paired together.

dreams are so obscene. scars that mould. lies that bleed.

changing one's reality, and never is undone.

it can never be undone.

the suffering we endure in life is often shaped by the past. we can never take back what we have done or said, but only move forward with assertions to progress. to never forgive yourself, or others, for the past is to eternally suffer. the things that cannot be undone must be completely accepted.

living in this mess called life. nothing is ever what is wanted.