I Fell Down Today And I Wish I'd Broke My Neck, Broken Down Over My Own Faults And Neglect.
Warped Visions Of What's Real Taint All My Actions All Who Watch Jeer At My Minor Distractions,
But To Me They Are Eyesores, My Eyes Do They Burn, Consisting Of The Worthlessness Of All That I Have Earned. Viciousness Spawned In The Icy Depths Of The Heart, Is This The End...No Here's Where I Start.
Infuriating Utter Disgust, To Me Its Vital To Release This Much. The Future Looks Bleak. I Can Find No Peace. Can You Show Me What's Real? I'm Withdrawn From Truth. My Actions Hide All I Truly Feel. Is It For Certain That I've Crossed The Line, And Passed The Edge, Withdrawn Myself? There's Nothing Left.
Gotta Be More To This Than Waiting To Die. Searching For Solutions When The Answer Is Time. Sick Of All My Inadequate Traits And Stumbling On The Answers To Why. All The Wisdom Of The World Cant Help Me Now Only Deafened Ears Hear My Cry. No More Beliefs, No More Faith In Myself. Don't Even Know My Own Reflection, My Being In Its Hollow Shell. Incapacitated With Pride And No Cry For Help, My Voice Is Mute And Complacent I Have Nothing To Tell. Keep The Watching At Bay With A Viscous Grin,Retaliating Inside Against My Driving Force. Play My Position Most Accurate Stabbing Through The Irony. All The Surmounting Animosity Translates Into Apathy. Break Down The Wall Or Destroy My Barrierand All With Suffer My Unyielding Wrath, Breaking Those I Deem Enemies. For Now I Think I'll Keep The Advantage Mine, Count The Days And Remain Silent. Dwelling Quietly, Feeling Remorse, What Seems To Be The Issue Is My Own Fault. Thoughtless Self-Control, Fooled By The Light, I Said Goodbye Once But I Felt It Twice. What Difference Does It Make. I'm Fucked In My Own Realm, These Deeds That I Have Done I've Fucked With Me! If I Were To Be Reborn To Vent On All The Things I've Scorned Punishments And Principles Everything's The Same. Its Thoughts Like This That Bother Me Are The Shadows That Follow Me Clouding All My Vision So I Question If I'm Sane. Wounded By The Things I've Done I'm Nothing But The Silent One Laugh And Play With Everyone Like Everything's Ok. Hope That I Can Work It Out Before It Decides To Manifest Hope I Can Swallow It Back Or Everyone Will Pay!
The Totality Of Nothing
Silence...Contains...Emphasis...So Listen My Friends And Hear The Totality Of Nothing, The Mute Voice That Crushes Your Bones. You Can't Flee In Terror But Its Not Deep Inside You, The Desolation After This Storm. Your Adolescent Invincibility Does Not Encompass This. The Apocalypse Favors No One. No Survivors , All Victims, Equates Only One Thing, The Totality Of Nothing. Will You Pray Or Will You Pillage? There Is No Shelter When The Sky Collapses. Whether War, Pollution Or Meteor All Exist In Its Reach. Time Remaining Is Of The Essence Make The Most Of It That You Can. Fallen, Fallen Is Babylon The Great Which Became A Haunt For The Demons. A Cage For The Birds And A Cage For Every Unclean Beast. All The Nations Have Drunk The Wine Of The Licentious Passion. The Splendor Is Gone And Never Again Will One Find It. Raped By Its Kings. Greedy From The Drive For Mere Luxury. Depart From There And Pay Back Double For Its Deeds. It Will Never Know Grief. The Plagues Will Come In Only One Day. Consumed By Fire, Pestilence, Grief, And Famine. Pestilence Grief And Famine! Pestilence Grief And Famine! Pestilence Grief And Famine! What Will You Do When There's No Where To Run? What Will You Do When You Cant Use A Gun? What Will You Do When Your Money Means Shit? What Will You Do With Your Family At Risk? Will You Try To Redeem Your Salvation? Will You Vent On Others A Lifetime Of Frustration? Will You End You Life? Will You Commit Suicide? Will You Dwell On It So Long That You Loose You Mind? If It Ended Now Would Your Assumptions Be Wrong? If It Ended Now Would You Name Live On? If It Ended Now Is It All Well That Ends Well? If It Ended Now Would It Be Heaven Or Hell? Pestilence, Grief, Famine, And Then There Was Silence.
