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So

It came here sooner than expected

I am falling up

I am rising down

And I drown

In seas of misery

Repeating mistakes now and again

Just only fools tend to do

And watching myself, doing the same

Mirror reflections

And condemnations

When I see I am torn apart

Mind dislocation

Way to damnation

I am trying I am trying so hard

Reality creeping from its lair

Reality the most haunting nightmare

Reality

It caught me off the guard again

Anxiety preying on my soul

Anxiety takes over control

Anxiety it kills my former human self

I need some sense to feel the pain

I hear the voice now in my brain

To try to try to cope with both of myselves