( Music: Kampas / Theoharidis / Derrau - Lyrics: Kampas )
I wander in the oppressive path of my soul
I’m unable to make optimistic thoughts
I still fight to find who I really am
I can’t find the key which unlocks the door of my brain
CHORUS
See through my eyes of grief and see what you have done
Feel through my heart of grief, feel my wounded soul
Think through my mind of grief it’s full of voices, faces, anger and hate
This is my life of grief can’t change it, it’s time to accept my fate now…
See through my eyes of grief
I’ve been assaulted by the microbe of perfection
I’m always searching for ideal situations
I change continually but I feel I stay the same
It seems I’m incurably addicted to pain
REPEAT CHORUS
Reality levels all of my hopes
My life is controlled since the day I was born
I have the feeling that someone is following my steps
A dark invisible power undermines my conscience
See….and feel….through my eyes of grief….
See through my eyes of grief
“ The external rotness insults my healthy inner world
My being is easy captured to every sick irritation
I try to find a way out to my own underworld
but nothing seems to ease me and leads me to my salvation….”
Is it real what I feel inside or is it just another hallucination?
The one day I’m laughing,happy and strong and the next day I’m lost in my desperation
I hurt by the people, I hurt by my self, I’m searching for way outs destroying my health
My future looks uncertain I wonder if I exceed, I wish I’ve never been born
‘cause this life life stinks to me
Remembering the past I see only self-defeats
All my dreams since this moment was just self-deceits
Why I live? Just for dreaming I need someone to trust
Hold my hand, try to feel me or this day will be the last
Suicide voices and deadly temptations
Show me the road to another dimension
Gives me a ticket, an exit to no-existence
A momentary pain seals the end of my resistance
Resistance….Resistance….See through my eyes of grief