You were standing cute and proud longing for something else To drown your nymphet body inside the light of the beam And me...Me and my dark destiny You had beauty you had youth, you had everything for you We found together on a road and we both had nowhere to go But what did you know from you're fourteen years old You were the promise of joy to anyone that would have you You had those secret scars inside, a shameful rotten fruit And I...Perceived the truth in your eyes You expected to quit a boring life and sew flowers on your path But what you just got is bile, I fed your veins with vice And I...Taught you there is no way back I spent time wasting your innocence, ravaging all that's pure inside I exposed you as my trophy to their eyes of filth and envy And me...Me with just my jealousy I brought you dust and moonshine, I taught you scorn and self denial And everything went down, everything went down Til you no longer shine, breaking you in small parts You looked at me with angel eyes, you deeply drank my lies Molding you to what I was until I made you die inside And I...made my nights upon your cries I violated your secret garden to creep beyond your teenage dreams And everything went down, and everything went down I fueled self loathing in your mind, leaving just ruins behind I locked up my bird in a cage, spreaded my dove with Gazoline Strangled with yellowish nicotine fingers as your father did Tightening the noose, I taught you how to lose My tarred orchid, locked up in the dark, far from any light, my tarred orchid My tarred orchid, I buried you not to far in the mud and the tar so I keep you endlessly, my tarred orchid Silent and next to me as I remind of us from my cage of lust, my tarred orchid