I'm trying to work out something here A thing that leaves me gripped with fear I'm struggling to acknowledge The dark distortion The pain contorts my heart I lost the brightened path ahead In the glare of friends gone dead Eventually we'll all be A forgotten story A distant memory A shamanistic heralding A choral voice of one singing I must stop and hear them Responding to all My sick repulsive thoughts I'm trying to work out something here The thing that drowns me in my tears My friends you've left me down here Wondering more and Every day is dark