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In my hour of need, ha, no, you were not there

And though I reached out for you, wouldn’t lend a hand

Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me

Feel so cold, very cold, no one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely

Did you ever think that I needed love

Did you ever think to stop thinking

You’re the only one that I’m thinking of

You’ll never know how hard I tried

To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I’m dead and gone

Don’t try to understand, knowing you, I’m probably wrong

But oh, how I lived my life for you, still you turned away

Now as I die for you, my flesh still crawls as I breathe your name

All these years I thought I was wrong, now I know it was you

Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes, tell me who you think you are?

I walk, I walk alone into the promised land

There’s a better place for me but it’s far, far away

Everlasting life for me in a perfect world, but I gotta die first

Please God send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time

Loneliness is not only felt by fools

Alone I call to ease the pain

Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I’m lost

Consumed by the pain

The pain, the pain, the pain

Won’t you hold me again

You just laughed, “ha ha”, bitch

My whole life is work built on the past

But the time has come when all things shall pass

This good thing passed away