Composing lies upon the truth feeding on my sorrow and pain
This world I see through my troubled eyes yet still can I believe
Pushing hard to find myself slowly I'm torn from within
A sigh of relief or a twisted thought only to be deceived
Subtle Thoughts of self-destruction
yet still can I believe
Will there ever be a tomorrow
On this path that lies in front of me
It's a way of life
As a cloud of doubts fills my mind caged in this prison of flesh
The walls are padded with denial as the red sea flows through my veins
Winds change the direction of time life slowly pushed away
Unbalancing mankind memories fade as I'm left to die
Subtle Thoughts of self-destruction
yet still can I believe
Will there ever be a tomorrow
It's a way of life for me
Do I deny what's going on, I can see the things I can't
Do I reply when something's wrong, just give me one more chance
May I ask just one more lie or is it just another sin
Imagination's run to wild don't think I can let me in
It's a way of life, whoa yeah
Oh no, it's just a way of life
Subtle Thoughts of self-destruction
yet still can I believe
Will there ever be a tomorrow
It's a way of life for me
Do I deny what's going on, I can see the things I can't
Do I reply when something's wrong, just give me one more chance
May I ask just one more lie or is it just another sin
Imagination's run to wild don't think I can let me in
Can I hear me
Can I touch me
Can I see me
Can I read my mind
It's a way of life