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Feeling all is lost

And nothing's left to gain

I've turned my back on who I am

No one relates to me

Don't say you understand

I couldn't be you if I tried

My life has slipped away

It seems like I've been spent

Another season's gone

Another came and went

Time and time again I see

I try to live in a memory

Separate the darkness

Let me see the light

Confused by what's real

Show me what is right

Bound by insecurity

Left with my own sanity

Take me alive another day

Self destruct no one sees

Unimmune to my disease

Can I exist another way

Hiding from the light

The shadows create none

I always hurt the ones I love

I cannot see the future

I only feel the pain

I wish that I were dreaming

But the memories remain.