Not to die undignifed in the headlock of death Not a shell of man praying for non-existence Trivial everything, breaking in cold sweat Running still warm blood, soon to be dead A lifeless shell, pale matter waste All trials of help failed, I am a disgrace (I am a disgrace) Bear the pain! Mistakes of my life burning scars on my skin Hand too far gone, I can never win (again) Two empty holes, eyes iced All trials of help failed, No further help in sight A lifeless shell, pale matter waste All trials of help failed, I am a disgrace Bear the pain! Fore-finger pointed on your face Marking world's greatest failure Every minute of my past lifeI've heard my own cries