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AN UNENDING FOG AHEAD

A SEVERED SYNAPSE THAT CAN NEVER MEND

UNCARING OF WHAT’S TO COME

BUT THAT’S WHAT LAYS BETWEEN MY CONSCIENCE AND ME

I’VE NOW COMPLETELY LOST THE ABILITY TO SPEAK, FEEL, SEE, BREATHE, WHAT’S BECOMING OF ME

YOU GAIN AS MUCH IN DEATH AS YOU LOSE WHEN YOU ARE ALIVE

FINDING YOUR PLACE IN DEATH YOU SO LONGED FOR IN THIS LIFE

I JUST FUCKING WANT TO DIE

SO I CAN FINALLY GET SOME SLEEP AT NIGHT

I FINALLY FOUND MY PLACE

WHERE YOU NEED NOT A FACE

OVERWHELMING SENSE OF REGRET

CONSUMING THE ESSENCE OF LIFE UNTIL IT'S VERY LAST BREATH

BY DESIGN CANNOT DEFINE THE GREAT SLEEP ESCAPE

BY DESIGN WE CAN’T DEFINE THE GREAT SLEEP ESCAPE

BEEN SEARCHING FOR A REASON TO CARRY ON

HAVEN’T FOUND ONE SO WHY IS CALLING IT WRONG

DISCONNECTING THE ONLY RELIEF FROM THIS LIFE CLOUDED WITH TRAGEDY

YOU GAIN MORE IN DEATH THAN LOST ALIVE

FINDING YOUR PEACE IN DEATH YOU SO LONGED FOR IN THIS LIFE

I FUCKING JUST WANT TO DIE

SO I CAN FINALLY GET SOME MOTHER FUCKING SLEEP AT NIGHT

GOD DAMNED ME

I’VE HAD A MOTHER FUCKING DEATH WISH

THE MOMENT I WAS BLESSED WITH LIFE

NEVER CARED FOR IT

SO CAN I FINALLY SAY GOODBYE TO THIS LIFE AND FADE AWAY

INTO ETERNAL NIGHT

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE SAD

WHY DOES IT FEEL SO FUCKING BAD

NO DISTINCTION BETWEEN PEACE AND SUFFERING

DRIFTING THROUGH ACHES MISTAKES AND HEARTBREAK

HOW MANY MORE WILL I MAKE

THIS IS ALL I CAN TAKE

BEFORE I SEND IT ALL DOWN WITH ME