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Set this shit off

I need some medicine and I need it quick

Asymptomatic doesn't mean that I'm not sick

Every single day I feel like I'm a ghost

And if I hear another human I may choke

I can't keep meditating

I'm hyperventilating

And I keep on opening my wounds to watch them bleed

If I'm my own god, I guess this is heresy

I can't keep meditating

I'm hyperventilating

It's so exhausting

Being this fucking invalidated

I've come undone

'Cause no one

Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one

And I've become so fucking numb

So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches

I need some medicine and I need it quick

Don't mind the dosage just pump me with one more fix (I need it quick)

'Cause I ain't meditating

I'm hyperventilating

It's so exhausting

Being this fucking invalidated

I've come undone

'Cause no one

Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one

And I've become so fucking numb

So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches

I'm bleeding underneath my stitches...

I've become so fucking numb

And I'm not the only one...

I've come undone

'Cause no one

Can help me and I feel like I'm the only one

And I've become so fucking numb

So tell me why I keep ripping off my stitches