It all started a long time ago Another day, another life When all images were black and fading Some will say they didn't know and And some can state it didn't show Well I don't really care, I keep it all inside - AH! I've had to cross a million years Beaten many on my way And never needed healing I've had to cross a million miles Survived terror in disguise And came to understand I've had to cross a million years Beaten many on my way And never needed healing I've had to cross a million miles Survived terror in disguise And came to understand I saw myself running And call out in need of misery I'm in this war, all alone, As long as I have to I was trying to see things I did not want to see Lost beauty, lost decay I'm in this war, all alone, As long as I have to And so I'll try again - Start the day with a storyline never heard And so I'll die again - Trying to face that the story is true The story too I've had to live a million lives Had to suppress it all inside Never found a reason I've had to win a million fights Had to relive them every night Now I understand I've had to live a million lives Had to suppress it all inside Never found a reason I've had to win a million fights Had to relive them every night Now I understand I saw myself running And call out in need of misery I'm in this war, all alone, As long as I have to I was trying to see things I did not want to see Lost beauty, lost decay I'm in this war, all alone, As long as I have to And so I'll try again - Start the day with a storyline never heard And so I'll die again - Trying to face that the story is true The story too I find myself awake Crying out to non-existing images Waiting for my long-lost friend Puzzled by my own reflection Deprived of all innocent remarks A journey into the final quarter I must collect all the chosen memories And finish the game again Wake up my enemy, my friend For reality fails It keeps me from falling asleep Never as one As much as I wanted to I want to Freedom fails as long as I have to Find another way to cross a frontier Or run far away I would find another way to cross a frontier Or run far away I should find another way today Find another way to stay Never will I ever be confronted Never again, yeah, will I be confronted It all started a long time ago Another day, another life When all images were black and fading Some will say they didn't know And some can state they didn't show I don't really care, I keep it all inside - side - side - side - side