my hands, cradle of my face the darkness, my only suit a corner of a cold damp room is the embrace of my mother alcohol and smoking, my only friends I feed me with rotten food while bugs are eating my feet and life chews my skull scorn reigns in me the only fluid that flows through my veins a black liquid full of hate is the poison that intoxicates me mankind is pollution soiling my land people are shit fetid waste of the universe my despair is revealing reality exceeds the nightmare solitude is the antidote misanthropy, salvation