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Lost

My home feels distant

Despair overwhelms me

In a panic I cried

A significant something or other rushes inside trying desperately to calm me down but all I can think about is closing my eyes and running away to a place where no one knows me and I am no one living a life entirely detached from the pathetic existence I currently live right now

Hopeless

My head is pounding

I'm exhausted yet I've done nothing

I'm wasting away watching the days pass by through the crack in the blinds

Some days I feel a glimmer welling up from deep inside

But I know a false high when I see one

This hopeless hellhole will just drag me back down again

I worked and slaved

I lived a sort of life

Each moment carries with it another chance to regret every single choice, every single second, every decision that lead me to this ceaseless pit of utter unfulfillment

It never gets any better

It only gets worse

Don't even try