He who was brought to life Covered in filth to meet his end We welcome him back His very existence invites sorrow A Great Whore will suckle until it is fat and can suckle no more Mortals are but shadows and dust profiting from disease and death I lied awake half the night convinced there was something in my room After midnight it occurs to me that I was that something and I fell gracefully to sleep Now I can slough off my flesh Patch by patch In dreams Tugging the tendons free like fibres picked from teeth My skin lies like a shredded blanket The sun heaves itself above the horizon with a triumphant yell Pain wakes me The light falls like acid on my naked bones My body will throb for days A cup of drowning and devouring wails in my dreams It has something in common with the scratchings of maddening rats A Great Whore will suckle until it is fat and can suckle no more Mortals are but shadows and dust profiting from disease and death Silent judging eyes Rats in the dark gnawing at stone foundations Far removed and detached from that which manifests in dreams Here lies our King God forgive us Escaping from our station is impossible Hence, nothing remains except our regrets Each passing memory carved in the sweat off our backs In a fit of awe he both gelds and flays himself A vigilant storm bursts joyfully from the remains Am I alive or am I dead? It no longer matters The light in the room is the light at the end of the sun I am a beautiful ending