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I find myself transfixed

by an insoluble shape.

I find myself affixed

and I can't escape.

The world around me

vanished from my mind.

My thoughts far away,

my state undefined.

I stare into darkness.

The hours go by.

In bliss of emptiness

I can't defy.

My world habited

by ones being created

and destroyed

by my imagination.

Lunatic, erratic,

my mind mesmerized.

Chaotic, psychotic,

brain desensitized.

Lunatic, erratic,

senses paralyzed.

Chaotic, psychotic,

brain desensitized.

I'm in a fixture of mind,

far from reality.

My eyes shut and blind,

on brink of insanity.

A way to focus the mind.

Inside of what's within behind.

A deep neurotic need

on which hallucinations feed.