One must have chaos To birth a dancing star After long aeons A mind wakes in the dark Emergence of consciousness Am I cursed or am I blessed? Meaningless existence Essence of no greater consequence Born of space and time Matter spawns the mind Neural states arise The universe opens its eyes Awareness dawning Life – a glint in the dark Rage against the heavens Gaze at indifferent stars Cold, dark and silent A symphony so stark Such cosmic violence Deep run creation’s scars Here I am, where can I go? What can I see? Chaos in me Here I am, what can I know? What could I be? Chaos reigns in me