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I realized he’s a bigger part of me than I ever told you

When he died, I cried more than I ever thought I would

I still do now

Do I let you go or do I hold tighter?

I don’t know; it’s the same dilemma

You’re combusting right in front of me

Can I stop it from happening?

If he is a part of me, what does that say about me?

I tried not to let him in, but now he’s all I see

Thought I was stronger all this time

But I’d just make the same mistake twice

If I tried to shut you out