My rivers of sorrow are still not frozen And my heart is still full of unholy light That’s not the life that I have chosen So I’ll walk into the shadows… into the night Forgotten by you and left in despair Still cursed with these sleepless nights But sweet silence won’t leave me Until I’ll see my final light Just let me drown in solitude In the only place where I still can hide Where all happiness has died Where all my requests were denied I still have loneliness to share With dead flowers on a forgotten grave And I hope that no one can see this pain inside Because I'll try to leave it all behind