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I remember how you brought the sins to heaven

And coloured my gray world

You created my inner sanctum

With all my demons that were forgotten

Day by day passing us and night after night

Everything outside was left out of sight

You brought life back to my body

You made my sorrow go away

I never thought it all can so easily disappear

But I was wrong…

As an illusion ends, only your shadow left between my walls

I have to hide in my shell again before my heaven falls

When my world is shattered

With all the hope I once had

I have to stay with my madness

It’s a decision that I've made

I have to replay all the sins I’ve made

But the original sin is out of my reach

I searched the world for someone

Who will save my soul

So many times

I tried to get out

From this monster I had become

But still

I am in pain

I am in doubt

In the world there is only death

Consuming what has left

Waiting for the end

I hope to save but one

A child that is my warrant

And if he is not the word of god

Then god never spoke

And in the end there’s nothing but the sins I’ve made

And proof that god never spoke