Now I look back on all I have lived At all I have taken from those who would give. Never a thought to those I passed by. I could’ve helped them, but I wouldn’t try. My sins not of murder or theft in the night. But more in my arrogance, sure I was right. Never a hand would I lift in attack. But neither would I offer my helping hand. I hide in the twilight My breath frosts the glass I look in on the future I’m trapped in the past. My own lack of vision My version of hell. It’s all that I learned There’s no more to tell No one grieves for you when all sins return. I’ve lived at a distance, kept my life at bay. I showed no emotion because it wasn’t my way. Those few touched me and those I cast aside. I run from my sins but they find me each night. Between whom I should be and the man that I became. A vast chasm stretches my sins are to blame Sense of fear is forever my friend. Winds of time pass and I stare looking back.