A clearer moment With tears of joy I gave to myself When I realized That there is nothing Starting from this day That's gonna hinder or take my dreams away My life Had become a cell A soul of lust Rots away No more Living by a sense of forcefull guilt Take it away Won't become a part of it I'll end my hatred now No more life anticipating death Soulful living is the path of joy? Take your chances but this is my life My life A lesson learned and a message passed The truth of the path you believe is a vicious lie But it has been a part of me in every single day I breath Built upon my conscience just to take my self esteem away My life until now felt so wrong My life until now felt so... Broken on top of my hate (Felt so wrong) Alone with my fate (Felt so wrong) Just focused on mistakes (Felt so wrong) I must end this way (Felt so wrong) Felt so wrong Felt so... Raped and tortured within (Free myself) The way I should be (Break away) Just focused on mistakes Felt so f***ing wrong I must end this way Felt so... It has been a part of me In every single day I breath Built upon my conscience And just dealt a sense of apathy